Arguing with my bestf bc I’m fucking stupid bestdayofmylife :))
Eating disorders are glam and fun when you’re shitting yourself at your friend’s house bc of the laxatives you’ve taken last night and that didn’t kick in until now. Yes, cool.
Tw sorry but I’m on my phone I can’t put it under a read more
Last night I s/h pretty badly not that the cuts were deep but I couldn’t stop myself I just had to force myself to put down the blade while the only thing I wanted to do was keep doing it. That’s three times this week and that never happened and I keep crying and I keep hating myself and I just ate a banana and a greek salad and I’m hungry but I just can’t allow myself to eat.
I hate hate hate this and myself too.